What's up peeps!! How are you all doing?
I'd a tough day today, lots of paperwork to do and yet I didn't managed to finish it. Army Life is so unpredictable; the people, system and exercises. My first year of service is ending soon, so I'm left with another year.
Ohh... Just now, my duty clerk talked to me regarding the overseas posting. He said there are slots available and he needs people to go. He offered me and I was like ermm.. ermm.. "Alright, i'll go." Literally, i dun wanna go cos I'm taking my car license and I'm halfway through it, thus, if I go, there goes my car license; A waste of money. The second reason is I won't get to spend ample time with my loved ones. Especially my BMF, Maher and Salih are going to Aussie soon. I'm scared that I might not be able to say goodbye and spend quality time with them. Also, He said to me that I have to clear all my problems, etc within one month cos they gonna send me over ASAP.
My mind was tensed, I feel like it happens too sudden.
So now, I dun know how am I gonna tell my BMF abt it. I dun wanna make them think so much. I want them to have fun and enjoy their days in Aussie. I might be flying off one month from now. So, this means I would be gg off while my bmf are in overseas. I dun want that to happen. I wanna say a proper goodbye.
How ya?? I think I should keep it to myself for now.
PS:I want more time to be given for me to spend with my loved ones.
