Now, i had comprehended and remembered everything. I have to repay all the sinister that i had done to them in the past. Right now, i clearly remembered what i had done to them during the holidays. I didn’t pay no attention to them at all cos i was so busy working- They missed me so much but i’m busy with both of my jobs. They wanted to meet me but i always replied them this ‘
I’m busy, perhaps next week’
. argggg!! Now, i feel bad and have to repay everything that i had done to them. I’m sorry guys. i know that i was being selfish back then. Also, i’m willing to face all the consequences. I miss you all- seriously, no joking or faking! Please forgive me, i realised that i was being a ‘pinhead’.
I had promised to someone that i will change back to my old ways. I’ll try my best to do that. I’ll need some flash backs of the old times..hmm where to get it. aaa!! wait! I know, my old posts. i’ll read it and try to get back. erhm.. if you know what i mean. Thanks ___ for waking me up- to realise that what i’m doing was damn wrong and hurting.