Apr 1, 2010

I wanna say something but i think it would better if i keep it silent.. yea, silent would be better..
Now, i'm learning to be alone..yea, it's true..my friends are going to be busy wif their life soon and as for me- busy revising my subjects..
I just can feels that my DAE won't be successful..cos i had dreamt abt it..i'm scared though..but i 'll still pray that i would be given a chance..'insya allah'.

I love both of them very much-Mum and Dad..they willing to sacrifice their savings to pay for my O's papers even though we're facing financial probs now. i was puzzled at first and told them that i will pay for it myself cos it was my mistake that i didn't "Pass"..but they insist to pay..Now i noe how much they love and concern abt my future.. I'll promise to both of you that i'll do well and make you guys proud one day in the future..

I had read the Ads on the Internet. It says that if you are unsure abt it, you should seek professional help..But i can still bear wif it now so there's not need for me to see them...haaa..Hopefully it would get better soon..argg!! i just dun wanna get _____, i just wanna be normal.. However i can't deny myself to see them cos soon after i'll have too..

I have to fight and push out all the envy in me..You can't just feels envy without knowing the real reason..so dun even dare to think abt that..Trust yourself and them and i think that will resolve most of it..yup...that's right..

PS:'I just love cooking and my cooking's are yummy!!'