Jan 26, 2010

Hated to write this

The Funny thing—Yesterday I was on lining and msn wif peeqa and guess what suddenly I turned in. the next thing I knew is that I was on bed- I was like huh?? How did I gotten myself on the bed.. I was startled for a while and then giggled.. Now, I can see how exhausted I was yesterday.. Ahahahha!!

I have no idea what's my mistake?
Did I do something totally wrong? When did I do it?
These qns are playing in my mind now.. Why I had to be treated in such an unreasonable way. I dun deserved it as i had sacrifice massive of things so that we have a bonding time with each other..
But no, you dun take it seriously- said that had regretted for coming.
I was like what!! If I knew it earlier I won't be planning it.(I wanna said sorry for wasting your time)


If you still react the same way and my heart also felt the same thing, I will not hesitate to stay away from you. Seriously, I had enough of this!! I’m just too weary to handle all this..
If you think that I’m irritating then, I’m so sorry and I’ll try my best to change that..
I told h__ about my happiest story but h__ was “ohh..seriously..bla..bla”
H__ was excited for a while only.. and that’s it. The story ended there, I was thinking to discuss it further but h__ was not interested.
I miss our relationship before- it was better and great before..(Hope everything will be the way it was).

Haiss..today is the release of the JAE result, most of my friends got themselves to Poly. My BBFs gotten themselves to RP..Congrats- Your wishes came true (To be in the same Poly). I wish you guys all the best. Do enjoy your life and dun worry about me, I think..I’m doing fine.. I’m a grown up teenager and I used to be alone.
To BBFs>> I would like to thanks you guys for the thing that you guys had done to me, I really appreciate that. You guys are the best!!! There’s no word to describes how good you guys were towards me.. THANK YOU!!

Ps:’ I will be separating from you guys sooner or later’