Nov 27, 2009

Have To Wait For A While Long


I miss thes peeps includin me!!!


Hello Peeps out there!!! I had nothing to do NOW and decided to post something.
Woke up today early as today is Hari raya haji, helped my mum a bit in the kicthen-Cooking...After all the cooking stuff was done, called up kiey and exchange foods wif her. Also wanted to exchange wif maher but i can't get through her. maybe next time..ahahah!!

Then, at arnd 3pm i went to visit my younger brother at NUH wif my other younger siblings. He had just finished operate his left leg. Hope and pray we can walk again...i'm so dejected to see his condition, though he's happy there..
After that, we planned to go to MAcD to have our dinner. Reached home at 9pm..


What i felt recently:
I felt horrible lately, jealous to see both peep's life and appearance. i hope i would have what that had. I always been thinking what peeps felt about me- am i good or bad?? i just can't stop thinkin abt that. i noe that i'm annoyin at sometimes, ammm...make that most of the time!! i'm just not being myself when i'm wif my friends cos i wanted to fit in...You noe what i meant.. But when i did it, peeps were like 'Merepek uh Mir!!'. i felt so damn stupid doing the stupid's stuff..
So i decided to be myself back, ammm...the next time when i'm meeting my friends, i won't talk much..that what i was the last time...

Pending:

I'm goin to find jobs next week...
Wanna watch movie's- got a few of movie's that i wanna watch, paranormal activity, New moon and 2012.
Wanna invest on iPod touch- but i will have to on hold it first, haiss!!! Hope will get it ASAP cos i'm so craving it..ahahhaa=]
Also wanna invest on roller blade and Lappy!!
And wanna purchase new clothes and watch.
Now you see!! how much i wanna to invest for myself..So much!! Greedy Mir!!!!!! ahahahhahah!!!

I will try to post frequently as i'll be workin straight on- none stop!!

PS:'You won't get what you want as you planned.'