Hey there!!! The boy is back in town! Was way way buseeeeey for these past few days. Till I didn't have time to blog. Eeerrrr~~~

Okay, actually I wanna share these few pictures I've taken 3 weeks aaggoo(See!! I even didn't have the time to upload the pictures). I explored the Singapore Zoo with my lovely ex-colleagues. Waaaah! We'd an exciting and amazing time! Miss them '-'

The 8th Week

Oooohhhhhh!! i sat in the office the whole day today. Got tones of work to do, hell of a week. Plus, month is ending, die!! Need to settle all the amendment, ES and all. Haissss.. My warrant is on overseas attachment and i've to take charge of all his work!! I demand his pay for this month cos i've been doing his work as a F&B manager, managing the cookhouse.

Talking abt overseas, i'm hearing from my camp mate that the march intake will be flying off on 25 march. omg!! So quick, why must it be so fast?? why?? I have a feeling i won't get to spend time with my family and bmf as much as i want.

I'll just keeping praying the date would change to a later date.


PS:Saying goodbye to all my friends soon.. :(

Last Friday Night!

Met with my most adorable people in my life. Mahira, Salih and Kiey are the ones that always make me laugh out loud. Yesterday, i burst my loud laughter out a couple of times. It's been a while i did that. Muaahahahahaha!!! -The monster in me came out last night. Had a magnificent moment with them.

We chilled at Rochester's Starbucks and sat on the sofa like bosses! hahaha! The place was classic; a good place to bring your date. Then, maher brought us to Adam Road to have our dinner. Not forgetting, the short walk we had at botanic garden.

If can i wanna spend time with them every day; like we used to be during our secondary school days. Miss those moments...

They brought their cameras, hahaha so epic of them to have almost look-a-like camera. hahaha. So we took pictures!!

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!! I REALLY DO!!

PS:Not even the sharpest scissor in the world can cut off the string of our friendship!

Out of the blues

What's up peeps!! How are you all doing?

I'd a tough day today, lots of paperwork to do and yet I didn't managed to finish it. Army Life is so unpredictable; the people, system and exercises. My first year of service is ending soon, so I'm left with another year.
Ohh... Just now, my duty clerk talked to me regarding the overseas posting. He said there are slots available and he needs people to go. He offered me and I was like ermm.. ermm.. "Alright, i'll go." Literally, i dun wanna go cos I'm taking my car license and I'm halfway through it, thus, if I go, there goes my car license; A waste of money. The second reason is I won't get to spend ample time with my loved ones. Especially my BMF, Maher and Salih are going to Aussie soon. I'm scared that I might not be able to say goodbye and spend quality time with them. Also, He said to me that I have to clear all my problems, etc within one month cos they gonna send me over ASAP.
My mind was tensed, I feel like it happens too sudden.
So now, I dun know how am I gonna tell my BMF abt it. I dun wanna make them think so much. I want them to have fun and enjoy their days in Aussie. I might be flying off one month from now. So, this means I would be gg off while my bmf are in overseas. I dun want that to happen. I wanna say a proper goodbye.

How ya?? I think I should keep it to myself for now.

PS:I want more time to be given for me to spend with my loved ones.

What a week!!

Yo Everbody!! What's up!

Haahahaha!! Woww! It's been while i didn't write, was so busy and weary over lots of thing. However, i won't be so for next week.




Guess who are they?

They are my BEST MATE FOREVER!!!

Haisss ~~~ Miss them so much! When can we go out together again- laugh and talk nonsense.

I've said it out to maher abt my intentaion to further my studies in the states and her response was not so motivating. heeee :) "You are willing to leave us and all your loved ones?" She said that to me. I couldn't answered proper to her. i was mumbling my words to her. ermmmm ermmmm i..i... haisss.
I wanna live in the state; that's my dream. Nonetheless, her sentence made me think twice. Wait! Not twice- more than that! I'm now reconsidering it.
Never mind, i will just follow with the flow, if God allows me to further my studies at the other side of the world, i will take the opportunity, if not i will complete my General Studies here, join NIE and become a teacher.
On the other hand, if i get the chance to go to the state, i will complete my minor courses here and transfer to the universities there. Btw, i have one university in mind- South Dakota university. "Insya-allah"

We talked abt a lot of different topics, BGR, our future, career, me being single... hahaha!

Literally, i used to have this eccentric feelings towards one of them, i dun know how it happened, but luckily it faded away. fuuuuhh!! hahahaha~
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!

Nothing can break us apart, not even a Snow storm!! lol

PS:They will always be there when I'm in an emotional mood :D

Hey Everyone!

I'm back!! Hahaha! it's been quite a while, i didn't blog. Frankly, i was so occupied for the past couple of days; Tutoring, Working, driving lessons, family affairs, chores and my daily routine. I'm so exhausted! That's life; it's meant to be busy most of the time. You will always have something to do every single day. If you don't have any, it means you don't have a life!!

However, today, my happy mood faded away a few hours ago. Thanks Mum!! She keeps pressuring me to complete her resignation letter by Friday. I said to her that i would probably able to complete it by Monday, the latest, but she wasn't so happy abt it. Then, she keeps nagging at me! I shouted back at her-i know i shouldn't. A lot of things were running in my mind at that moment. I just don't get her!! Okay! Enough! i don't wanna talk abt it anymore.

Next, my bmf pm on facebook, asking me abt the jogging i supposed to go with kiey. We cancelled it as she has something last minute; I'm not surprised! I really miss them a lot, i really do. I don't know, if they know it. The last time we met was one month ago. We've grown, our life are expected to differ. Maher was telling me that she was damn tired of school. What to do maher, that's how school life is all about- No stress, No gain. hahaha! I'd been in the same situation when i was in my second semester. I was so tired even, I worked every day after school. Managed my schoolwork and projects, etc. Woah!! I felt the pressure hitting me at that moment.

I still have lots to say, but i guess i'll save them for next time.


PS:I hope i could overcome the feeling and pain after i've made the decision to let them go.