Happy Birthday To Mahira :D

It's her Birthday today!! I will like to wish her all the best for her future endeavors. Haas... I wish I were at my homeland so as i could celebrate her special day. I miss her so much :l

We've been friends for almost six years. I treasure our friendship even though we'd been through lots of thicks and thins. We never failed to bring a beautiful smile during our meet ups. True fact>> You will rarely find a friendship like this; Its like one in a million! She's elegant, humble, kind-hearted, courteous, friendly, joker..., etc. Let's just say, she has an awesome personality!

HAPY BIRTHDAY NURUL MAHIRA!!

CAN'T WAIT TO MEET HER!!!!

Dear Blog,

I miss my family and bmf so much!! Feel like going back to my homeland and hug each and everyone of them. Anyway, I'm glad that the people i'm working with treat me like their family; My bunk mate, Wan Isqandar, even if he's annoying at times, he always makes me laugh with his ridiculous jokes. I'll miss him as he'll be going back to s'pore in July.





PS:We treat each other as family :p

Brunei Darussalam

What's up everyone..! I'm currently at Brunei; Serving my last year to the Nation here. I miss my family really badly :'( I feel awkward not seeing my mum's face every day. I MISS YOU SO MUCH MUM!

The life here is tough- The character of the peeps here sucks to the core, "only a couple of them". Thus, i will have to bear with all of them for another 52 weeks. I still have a long, long, long, long way to go. However, i believe time flies swiftly.

Till here, I will write again, if time permits me.

PS:Stay strong and confident!!

Hear a Person's Violin

Hello Earthlings! How are things? Haissss.. I've got 5 more days to spend for myself in S'pore. Time really flies. Waaaah! I'm gonna miss the people i loved the most in my life. Positive thinking mir! Everything will be okay!

I will be there for a year and I am entitled to 1 home flight. How sad I am to hear that! Anyway, I have to adapt to all these 'staying far apart from family' thing cos in near future, i would be leaving them again, but this time, I would be studying abroad-Insya allah. I need to learn to be an independent man. I am a grown up guy now. I have to learn to take care of myself and my parents.

RANDOM
I had faced lots of ordeal moments in my life for a year already... And now i guess, it's fading away. haaaa! I'm so glad it does. None of the people know what I've gone through...I didn't tell anyone abt it cos i know they wouldn't understand me and think that i'd lost my mind...It's so complicated to even describe all the hardships i had to face alone. The decision to 'move on' was the most toughest decisions i'd ever made. However, i am glad that i'd made the decision, it has eased the pain. So proud of myself cos i'd managed all of them by myself!!

PS:I am done with all the pain, Thank God! :D

The Clock's Ticking

Hey guys! I'm counting down the days and this time round-it is real. I will be officially flying off to Brunei for a year. I've sent in all my documents to the manpower base.

I have this "not ready" feeling to leave; One of the reason is I dun know whether i would be able to stay apart from my family for 1 year. The clock continues ticking; it can't never be ceased. I hope i could adapt to all the changes.

My flight is on the 6 of April @1350 hrs at Changi T2. One of my NS mates, Dinie, is flying together with me. Glad that i've a partner to go with.

I want to spend all the time i have with my loved ones. Hopefully, their schedules permit them to go out with me. Lastly, I want to watch a movie, eat sushi and swensens ice cream before i fly off. hahaha! It is a must!!

Common everyone! Put ur hands in the air and Clap! Clap! Cos Mir is back! LoL

Anyway, I would like to share these;

Both of them are going to Aussie very soon. I envy them so much! I wanna go there too! :(
Hope you both enjoy and have lots of excitement there! Btw guys, dun forget to get me kangaroos!! I DEMAND IT! So die die must find them!! Hahahaa!

This gorgeous 'lonely' woman here, i would say, is going to Shanghai for an educational trip, in fact all of them are.
You too kiey! Enjoy and have fun at the cold country. For kiey, I demanded her to get a PIG for me! hahaha! Nah, I dun want a pig! However, i want something else- something special. So, better get awesome thing for me!

AS for me, I felt relief when i got to know my documentation is being delayed! Yaaay! RELIEF!!! pheeeewww..
Brunei, you wait long long uh!!! hahaha!


PS:I'm a sheepish guy, so it's difficult for me to blurt the words out from my mouth! haisss

Hey there!!! The boy is back in town! Was way way buseeeeey for these past few days. Till I didn't have time to blog. Eeerrrr~~~

Okay, actually I wanna share these few pictures I've taken 3 weeks aaggoo(See!! I even didn't have the time to upload the pictures). I explored the Singapore Zoo with my lovely ex-colleagues. Waaaah! We'd an exciting and amazing time! Miss them '-'

The 8th Week

Oooohhhhhh!! i sat in the office the whole day today. Got tones of work to do, hell of a week. Plus, month is ending, die!! Need to settle all the amendment, ES and all. Haissss.. My warrant is on overseas attachment and i've to take charge of all his work!! I demand his pay for this month cos i've been doing his work as a F&B manager, managing the cookhouse.

Talking abt overseas, i'm hearing from my camp mate that the march intake will be flying off on 25 march. omg!! So quick, why must it be so fast?? why?? I have a feeling i won't get to spend time with my family and bmf as much as i want.

I'll just keeping praying the date would change to a later date.


PS:Saying goodbye to all my friends soon.. :(

Last Friday Night!

Met with my most adorable people in my life. Mahira, Salih and Kiey are the ones that always make me laugh out loud. Yesterday, i burst my loud laughter out a couple of times. It's been a while i did that. Muaahahahahaha!!! -The monster in me came out last night. Had a magnificent moment with them.

We chilled at Rochester's Starbucks and sat on the sofa like bosses! hahaha! The place was classic; a good place to bring your date. Then, maher brought us to Adam Road to have our dinner. Not forgetting, the short walk we had at botanic garden.

If can i wanna spend time with them every day; like we used to be during our secondary school days. Miss those moments...

They brought their cameras, hahaha so epic of them to have almost look-a-like camera. hahaha. So we took pictures!!

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!! I REALLY DO!!

PS:Not even the sharpest scissor in the world can cut off the string of our friendship!

Out of the blues

What's up peeps!! How are you all doing?

I'd a tough day today, lots of paperwork to do and yet I didn't managed to finish it. Army Life is so unpredictable; the people, system and exercises. My first year of service is ending soon, so I'm left with another year.
Ohh... Just now, my duty clerk talked to me regarding the overseas posting. He said there are slots available and he needs people to go. He offered me and I was like ermm.. ermm.. "Alright, i'll go." Literally, i dun wanna go cos I'm taking my car license and I'm halfway through it, thus, if I go, there goes my car license; A waste of money. The second reason is I won't get to spend ample time with my loved ones. Especially my BMF, Maher and Salih are going to Aussie soon. I'm scared that I might not be able to say goodbye and spend quality time with them. Also, He said to me that I have to clear all my problems, etc within one month cos they gonna send me over ASAP.
My mind was tensed, I feel like it happens too sudden.
So now, I dun know how am I gonna tell my BMF abt it. I dun wanna make them think so much. I want them to have fun and enjoy their days in Aussie. I might be flying off one month from now. So, this means I would be gg off while my bmf are in overseas. I dun want that to happen. I wanna say a proper goodbye.

How ya?? I think I should keep it to myself for now.

PS:I want more time to be given for me to spend with my loved ones.

What a week!!

Yo Everbody!! What's up!

Haahahaha!! Woww! It's been while i didn't write, was so busy and weary over lots of thing. However, i won't be so for next week.




Guess who are they?

They are my BEST MATE FOREVER!!!

Haisss ~~~ Miss them so much! When can we go out together again- laugh and talk nonsense.

I've said it out to maher abt my intentaion to further my studies in the states and her response was not so motivating. heeee :) "You are willing to leave us and all your loved ones?" She said that to me. I couldn't answered proper to her. i was mumbling my words to her. ermmmm ermmmm i..i... haisss.
I wanna live in the state; that's my dream. Nonetheless, her sentence made me think twice. Wait! Not twice- more than that! I'm now reconsidering it.
Never mind, i will just follow with the flow, if God allows me to further my studies at the other side of the world, i will take the opportunity, if not i will complete my General Studies here, join NIE and become a teacher.
On the other hand, if i get the chance to go to the state, i will complete my minor courses here and transfer to the universities there. Btw, i have one university in mind- South Dakota university. "Insya-allah"

We talked abt a lot of different topics, BGR, our future, career, me being single... hahaha!

Literally, i used to have this eccentric feelings towards one of them, i dun know how it happened, but luckily it faded away. fuuuuhh!! hahahaha~
I LOVE THEM SO MUCH!!

Nothing can break us apart, not even a Snow storm!! lol

PS:They will always be there when I'm in an emotional mood :D

Hey Everyone!

I'm back!! Hahaha! it's been quite a while, i didn't blog. Frankly, i was so occupied for the past couple of days; Tutoring, Working, driving lessons, family affairs, chores and my daily routine. I'm so exhausted! That's life; it's meant to be busy most of the time. You will always have something to do every single day. If you don't have any, it means you don't have a life!!

However, today, my happy mood faded away a few hours ago. Thanks Mum!! She keeps pressuring me to complete her resignation letter by Friday. I said to her that i would probably able to complete it by Monday, the latest, but she wasn't so happy abt it. Then, she keeps nagging at me! I shouted back at her-i know i shouldn't. A lot of things were running in my mind at that moment. I just don't get her!! Okay! Enough! i don't wanna talk abt it anymore.

Next, my bmf pm on facebook, asking me abt the jogging i supposed to go with kiey. We cancelled it as she has something last minute; I'm not surprised! I really miss them a lot, i really do. I don't know, if they know it. The last time we met was one month ago. We've grown, our life are expected to differ. Maher was telling me that she was damn tired of school. What to do maher, that's how school life is all about- No stress, No gain. hahaha! I'd been in the same situation when i was in my second semester. I was so tired even, I worked every day after school. Managed my schoolwork and projects, etc. Woah!! I felt the pressure hitting me at that moment.

I still have lots to say, but i guess i'll save them for next time.


PS:I hope i could overcome the feeling and pain after i've made the decision to let them go.

What are Friends for?

Hey Everyone! I dun feel like saying it out, but i can't put up with it anymore. I just got a text from maher; she said that she can't have dinner with us later. Literally, I've planned to meet her yesterday, but she said today would be better. In the end, she's busy. I'm not sure what is she busy with? Do you wanna know how i feel? Well I feel so depressed! Are you happy? I believe you are! From what i see, there no sacrifices at all!

i still remember the moment when i was busy with my school and work life and they are having their semester break. I was so busy and tired; I worked every single day after school and woke up the next day to go to school. Then, one day they asked me out. I wanna tell them that i wouldn't be able to join, but i think twice- i miss them so much. I rescheduled my working hours to morning shift so as i would be able to go out with them. They dun feel the tiredness that i was experiencing. I tried to put myself together and have fun with them.

However, i understand all of them- they wanna focus on their studies, career and life. So, i believe it's normal for them to act differently.

PS: Every night before I go to bed, i'll always pray for the best for them.

Occupied

Woaaah!! I'm so blessed CNY falls on Mon and Tue day, so i've a short holidays for me to relax and enjoy. I was so busy for the past weeks - Full of events and personal matters to attend. Haiissss.. I dun even have proper rest for myself. So weary!!!!
It's CNY, but i dun feel the excitement in the air. Nevertheless, i'm gonna enjoy the holidays.

Continued

Hey again! I'm back!

Allow me to continue my story; I was dejected to leave my school, especially my schoolmates. I miss them so much! miss hanging out in the student lounge and play poker with them, etc. Initially, i thought that i've made the wrong move,but little did i know, it's now or later. I wanna get it over and done with so as i would be able to catch my dreams-studying in the States and live there. Some of my friends said that i should have listened to their advises and go to polytechnic. However, i'm very happy with my school-i've peformanced well in most of my subjects. I know it's costly, but it doesn't mean that i couldn't achieve my dreams-An old man can still drive a car.

Before i end, if you guys're reading this, i wanted you guys to know that i miss you guys so damn much! and i'm in serious pain. Please aid me in easing the pain in me, i need you guys by my side.
I can't continue, i'm sorry :'(

PS: You're the ones who have changed.

A New Start for A New Year

Bonjour people!! Woahh!! i can't believe it-it's been almost 2 years i didn't update my blog. What a miracle i would say. My life's changed a lot for the past months. I've been running like a mad scientist. Okay, let me tell what happened in 2011.

It goes like this. Lol! Like a serious story; basically i was a student at CAE merrily studying until i received a letter from MINDEF stating that i must serve the nation. My jaw dropped when i read the first sentence. A lot of questions were running in my mind-What's gonna happen to my studies? Will i be able to continue my studies after NS? How abt my friends? Why??? So, i asked my parents and friends for some advices whether should i defer or complete my NS. I was in state of mind. It was a huge decision i ever made. "NS should it be". So here i am now serving the nation.

I have yet to tell you more. I will say out on the next post cos i dun want my post to be wordy.

PS: Never try to regret the decision you've made.

Greeting blog reader!!

Just for your info, I’ve started using tumblr – do follow me alright

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I’m depressed. I dun noe why?? Your exams has ended and you dun bother to ask/meet me up. All this while, I did text you and tried to meet up, but you seemed busy – okie I understand. However, after exams you still continue to do the same thing. I’m ____. I wanna text you to ask whether we could meet up cos I miss you, but I’ve decided not to as I wanna see if you really miss and sincerely wanna meet me. I dun want us to have ice cubes in our mouth.

PS:I feel the harsh pain at my chest every time I take a deep breath. haiiisss :l

Migrating to tumblr/twitter soon

 

Learning

TUMBLR/TWITTER in

process!!!!!

 

I’m gonna use tumblr/twitter pretty soon. it’s weird cos I dun really know how to use tumblr, seriously – it’s so damn confusing + I’m busy most of the time so I dun have time to learn it, but I’m trying to learn it when my semester ends. yippeeeyy!!

Don’t worry my little blogger – I’ll still post something C:

PS: Start of something new

 

 

 

 

Be right Back

I’ll be back after my exams.

I’m happy cos semester is endind, but depress cos exams are around the corner.. Damn it!!

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I dun think we’re not the same anymore – I dun know whether I have changed or the other way round. I feel so sad. The laughter we had together is fading. I think what my professor said is right “we will spent less time with friends when we’re in higher education, overtime we will lose the friendship as maybe they’ve changed”

I’ve watched Harrry Pottter with my BMF. It was freaking awesome!! I love emma watson – she’s gorgeous=]

I LOVE MY BMF =]

PS:I’m still persevering to hold our bridge that is falling apart.

Long-term Plans

NS, NS, NS…haisss.. why must the government created NS. Whatever it is I’m going to NS in 3 to 4 months time. Yes, it’s true.. and I will have to put my studies on hold; I’m lucky that my school allows me to on hold, and continue my studies after NS. haaaaa.. “It’s okie mir, it’s only for 2 years” that’s what maher said to me. I’ll be 20 when I’ve completed NS. Guess what?? I’m Still Young.. hahahha!! lol

I already planned that I wanna finish my credits in 1 year after NS; I’ll be 21 years old. after which I will be able to transfer to University in US/Canada, and I’ll approximately attain bachelor degree when I’m 24 – Insya allah I’ll have to study extra hard, I wanna help my family and achieve my dream – Forensic investigator/Live in US.

PS:I’ll go with the flow/do it and let Him decides on everything.